Promise from me to you.

With a guilty heart ; how does one's composure you may keep?
With your hollow promise ; it is how a broken heart may weep,
I don't know how I keep wanting you; just maybe I am blind,
and I wonder If you go to sleep with someone else in your mind.

Sleep you must ; sleep you may,
While I count the seconds awake I lay,
Dreams of you cloud my mind until I fall asleep,
and tears fall unconsciously with thoughts of you so deep.

At the brink of dawn ; I finally may awake,
With tears that drown my sleepy eyes; its a burden I must take,
You made me promises but they were just sugar coated lies,
and the mournful sobs at night is an aching heart that cries.

I'll await your goodnight even if it will never come,
I'll hope everyday even if I may turn numb,
Our love's a blind promise,
like how I should trust you with every kiss.

Cross my heart and hope to die,
Cut my heart out if I lie,
As long as my desires for you remain true,
this is what I promise you,

really and truly,
I love you so dearly.